Sunday, May 31, 2009

Turn Away

Yea, you can turn around,
Away from my sight,
Away from my reach.

We both know we'll survive without each other,
We both know nothing'll change even without each other.

Just like now,
I'm not by your side.
Nor you too,
Aren't by my side.

We're both still breathing, aren't we?

We're not suffocating!

I'm fine,
There's nothing but emptiness in my eyes.
Nothing bad you'd see,
Nothing good that you'd see.

I'm just balanced.

Isn't that good enough for you?

So you can turn away now,
Walk away from me,
Your back facing me.
I'll turn my back once you do that too,
So we'll be both fine,
Acting like strangers just like now.

Friday, May 29, 2009


Ice-cream is exquisite - what a pity it isn't illegal.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Dried Up

The tears fall, they're so easy to wipe off with my hankercheif, but how do I erase the stain from my heart... Which i get while seeing so many innocent people die... Yes tears may be dried up, but the heart - never.....

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

We Are Still Together

How it goes by so quickly.
But look at us now,
Standing together,
Like nothing has changed.

Touch my hand,
Does it feel warm?
Feel my heart,
Does it still beat?

Your hair is still blonde,
Your eyes still black.
Are my eyes still brown
That captivated you years before?

My heart beats for you.
My hands start to shake.
My body starts to break,
But nothing ever is broken.

I touch your smile,
Make dewdrops
Out of teardrops
And hold you close,
Never to let go.

I love you…

Do you see the stars
Fly through the sky?
Do you feel the fire
That burns behind my eyes?
The sun is still young,
And the world doesn’t turn
Because you’re always here,
By my side.

Do you feel it?
Do you see it?
Still, I…

My heart beats for you.
My hands start to shake.
My body starts to break,
But nothing ever is broken.

I touch your smile,
Make dewdrops
Out of teardrops
And hold you close,
Never to let go.

I love you…

Nothing needs to be said.
You look at me,
I look at you,
And we’re both saying the same thing.
Without words,
Our hearts communicate as one,
Souls mingling,
Hands adjoined,
Standing together as one.
Just as it has always been…
And still…

You are my only.
Holding me captive
In your starlit smile.
Your hands touch mine,
You are here,
And we will never part.
Your wings are always spread,
Surrounding me,
And my arms are always round you,
Protecting you,
Protecting you from all harm.
Let us dream…
Let us dream together still.
Let us rise to the heavens,
Just like we always have…
Just like we always will…

My heart beats for you.
My hands start to shake.
My body starts to break,
But nothing ever is broken.

I touch your smile,
Make dewdrops
Out of teardrops
And hold you close,
Never to let go.

I love you…

I love you….
I will always love you…

.....and will always will be....

Hope survives....

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Wish i could paint !

Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures....

Thursday, May 21, 2009


I've some how lost myself
Haven't a clue where to look
I've searched every place
even under the bridges I've burned

I'm always numb now
No feelings inside
If you look close within me
you will see all has died

I was once a happy person
with so much to give
Now I'm an empty shell
with no hope to live

Maybe someday I will find myself
hidden far away
For now I will live like this
until time has it's say

Sunday, May 17, 2009

World full of Fakes

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

In My Arms

I swear, I swear upon my life.
Oh I swear, I swear that I'll take your pain away.
And this I swear, that this day will quickly fade into night.
Your pain is to much to bear, throw it to me.
Your pain, your suffering, it should belong to me.
You are too good to suffer like you do, and you should,
You should be happy, and not so sad, throw it all away to me.
I wish to make this life transform, to be something better, something more.
I just want to bring you all together, you mean so much to me.
I want to keep you safe and happy.
I will protect you from all harm.
I will hold you in my warm, loving arms.
Please, please come to me, I want to bring you ecstasy.
This life has taken so much from you, and I want to give it back.
I want to hold you close, and to those who know, I swear I'll save you.
Save you from this nightmare we call life.
Look into the mirror and see your true reflection, see your beauty.
It's not your fault, my sweet heart.
All this time I've taken part in this crime.
I want to make amends for my actions.
To bring back the way we were.

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Love You Mom

Mother's day ....
Yes it has a hype,
Yes everybody is getting all hyper over it,
Yes everybody is expressing their love for their mothers,

Yet mom i am watching and just thinking....
Why i ain't doing that,
Why my words are un written,
Why the love of her is just so deep in my heart that why can't i express ??

So I speak....


I wish you the Best on your Day!
Infact i wish you the best on each and every day that comes in your life !
May they Shine Bright and Beautifully!
May Smiles never end and Praise never ceases !
Know that what you do REALLY does mean alot to me!
Even if i appear not to take it to heart.
Even though my actions nore my words express what there is for you....

You are my Foundation!
You are my Dream maker!
You are my Friend and yes one of the Best's one!
You are the Fighter,
And yes you are my Protector ....

You are the Voice of Reason when neccessary!
You show to me the Paths we can take to grow
You are the Nuturing one that helps Shape my mind.
You help me to be so much more then i could ever think of....

Like a garden that Blossoms
so does your Love for me.
I can only go forward with me Dreams
Because i have the Power of you behind me.
When the fogs rolls in and i become Lost
You will always be there with the Light that finds us
No Matter What.
And yes that happens alot,
Atleast in my life....

You Empower me.
You Teach me.
You Shield me.
You are Unconditional Love at the Purest,
Your love superceeds the love of others which was never there for me i guess,
But alteast you were always there for me,
And you still are....

Mom relationships may come and go
as i travel on the Journey known as Life
But as my Mother...
You will Always Remain Forever in my Heart.

And yes i repeat,
Its not just about today,
My love for you is always there....
Per, i guess i am never the expressing sort....

Friday, May 8, 2009

Me, Myself and I

My little private mind,
I'd always keep on to my own.
Holding on to myself,
Reaching not to anyone.

Screams no more,
Just sulk within the sullen face.
The growing cold within,
Surrounds the mind, changing every little thing.

No more S.O.S,
No more asking for help.

Even if you're gone,
Away from my disgusting self,
There's always one thing I'd have on my own;
Me, myself and I.

All three of them,
Are the only key to my secured mind.
The only ones who can understand it.

Yeah, I still have me, myself and I.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Beyond Originality

Some things do look beyond origniality... its not because they aren't orignal its because of the way we see it

Monday, May 4, 2009

I'll Forget

Someday I'll forget the color of your eyes, the sound of your voice will be unfamiliar. Someday I'll forget that I once loved you, the feelings will have faded, someday I'll forget.

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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Happy Birthday - 1

Well, birthdays are merely symbolic of how another year has gone by and how little we've grown. No matter how desperate we are that someday a better self will emerge, with each flicker of the candles on the cake, we know it's not to be, that for the rest of our sad, wretched pathetic lives, this is who we are to the bitter end. Inevitably, irrevocably; happy birthday? No such thing.

But Still today is my day !!

Saturday, May 2, 2009

Blue Miracle