19 - Let it go

Letting it go,

Am letting it go,

As I close my eyes,

Everything fades away.

I fade away,

Your memories fade away,

I destined to die...

Born in darkness, then bathed in light,

Just to be a part of the coldness around,

Peace at last, as I let go...

I... let... it... happen...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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18 - Royalty

I feel cold in this desperation,

Remembering all the sadness,

and the frustration...

Trying to let it go...

Burning your memories,

Burning the royalty of your love...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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17 - Time

The calendar just starts to peel away. With every rip and tare there is already a fractured memory. And I wait... Wait for a soothing moment to heal from these un organized scars...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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16 - She fell in love

Skin as soft as velvet and lips as red as a blooming rose. Her voice sweet as a bird singing in the rain. Confident, with an aim in her mind, to actually be someone, to fulfill the expectations of all the people who cared. But then, she too fell in love...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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15 - Symbolized

I wish I was not symbolized like a silver coin, which takes ages to melt away while enduring the heat of the coals.

I wish I would have been like a paper which burns away in a snap of an eye...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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14 - Waiting for an end

"Waiting for the end to come
Wishing I had strength to stand
This is not what I had planned
It’s out of my control

I know what it takes to move on
I know how it feels to lie
All I want to do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven’t got

Sitting in this messy room
Trying to forget the past
This was never meant to last
I wish it wasn’t so"

- Linkin Park

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13 - Inhale

Slowly burning away,

I exhale my pain,

ssshhh!

I Inhale to die another day...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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12 - The Doll

The doll, I remember... My new love... How easy it was to get over things in the past.We changed our dolls like changing our clothes... We forgot love, like we used to forget eating a candy to get one more. Childhood, I wish it'd come back...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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11 - Recognition

"We are just shadows

Crawling through this micro alley

But I am hungry for your love

And I am starving for a better time

But that’s all we got here

That’s all we know

That’s all we’ve become

Our recognition"

- Sushi shu

Memories when take over create magic... The pure kind of magic...

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10 - Purity

It started of small,

Now it'll burn your whole world,

My love would make you mine.

Forever we'll burn in this fire,

Fire of love,

The one which cannot be extinguished.

DAMN! I loved you so much, the fire as it rises reminds me of you... Reminds me of our love.

HOT, HAPPENING & PURE...

 © Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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09 - Ignition

You ignited a fire in my heart,

And all I want is you to put me on fire,

I'll ignite the fire,

So come put me on fire,

As I give myself up,

To burn, like a savage,

And to die like a coward...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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08 - Love you more

Love is weird, weird indeed. I cling, I hurt, I scream just because of it.

Somehow the more you, put me through,

The more it makes me want to come back to you,

The more I try to push it away,

The more it makes me addicted of you,

I say that I hate you,

But I know the intensity of pain,

It just makes me love you more.

I scream, I cling...

I know it's sad but it's making me happy...

 © Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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07 - Romance

I sit in my corner and remember the time when we used to burn candles, as we stared in each other’s eye for hours and hours.

Let’s not waste the night

I lit up these candles for you

The candles of our love

Timeless,

Precious,

And the ones which won't melt

Like the candles usually do...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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06 - Stay

Sometimes its morning and I do not let the light come in to my life. You have caused such darkness in my life that I sit in a corner waiting for death to take me away.

The Still night slowly grows,

From the dark places of your heart,

Towards me...

I try to crawl towards the light,

I might have taken a step into it,

And stopped

But I heard the voice,

Whispering,

Pushing me,

Towards my silent corner,

Saying; "stay, stay"

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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05 - Glowing

Do you remember the time when my heart used to glow for you! When my eyes sparkled with your sight. Hayee that glowing and undying smile...

Rip my heart and all you would find is a heart glowing... Glowing for you...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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04 - L.O.V.E

Why did I have to engrave those four letters in my heart and soul? It messed me up... I HATE WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME YOU FOUR LETTERS OF AGONY. I hate you in my words, I hate you in my sorrow, I hate you in my sleep and I'll hate you forever.

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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03 - Mr. Snuggums

My bear!! I so loved him, got him with a box of chocolate. He was my life, at that time he was my best friend who understood even the words I spoke in my childish language. But the thing I wish I didn't learned I did from him... the four little letters which my mom used to explain to me L.O.V.E... And then it all started...

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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02 - Youth

I remember when I was young; the world was so beautiful... The time when Shooting stars broke her heart, sunset made her cry. Innocent as a baby cuddling up in her mother’s arm. Suppressed by her childish fear, yet the purity in her soul gave her strength to go miles alone. Kindness her virtue, truth her existence. Her eyes like sunset, waiting to kill the darkness with the shining light beneath their innocence. The time when the only thing I thought was of getting a new bag, new toys, a white teddy bear which I could hug.

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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01 - Help

I remember when I was young; the world was so beautiful... The time when Shooting stars broke her heart, sunset made her cry. Innocent as a baby cuddling up in her mother’s arm. Suppressed by her childish fear, yet the purity in her soul gave her strength to go miles alone. Kindness her virtue, truth her existence. Her eyes like sunset, waiting to kill the darkness with the shining light beneath their innocence. The time when the only thing I thought was of getting a new bag, new toys, a white teddy bear which I could hug.

© Ubaid Ullah Ahmed

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Burned - To Ashes

Incinerated to an extent where the only thing which remains is the ashes; of me! Ashes of our love...

You burnt my heart, you burnt my soul, took away the desire to live; will to breathe and as every day the night grows closer I burn to the extent that I remain no more...

Concept by Ubaid Ullah Ahmed & Fatima Masud

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